I slept in today, making myself fifteen minutes late for my appointment to get my bloodwork done at LifeLabs. This bloodwork was specific to having my three month standing order for my diabetes done. My A1C was down from the 25.5 mmol/L level when I went to the hospital on January 17, to 12.5 mmol/L today. I still need to cut that by 60% to get it under 5.8 mmol/L.
I had group therapy this afternoon for my depression. It will focus on strategies for crawling out of the funk I’ve been in for so long, but to be honest I’m terrified about my inability to actualize any of it. The complications with my feet also haven’t helped: the antibiotics drain the life out of me.
The PICC-Line still has me freaking out. I asked the nurse why they didn’t do one last year - and she said I had been offered one but declined. But in all honesty I would have remembered being offered one as I’d have Googled it, & read a dozen articles about it, & watched a dozen YouTube videos about it… both of which I did tonight. It’s set to happen tomorrow morning at 9:00am but when I get super anxious like this I tend not to show up.
(25/365)