living alone

Very experienced
Your relationship IQ is: 198
You know your relationships way above average. you have been in only a few in your time (or you are very old) but they have lasted a long time!!! 277 is the highest possible score.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 86 on Relationship IQ

Link: The RELATIONSHIP IQ Test written by Omega_desolate on Ok Cupid

allergies - BLEH

allergies bug me a lot today. it SUCKS.

Did some work late last night and early this morning on my new MOVIES DATABASE, and it's coming along well. I spent a lot of time on what is the entire reason for doing the database - working on the reports that are generated from the information in the database. If I couldn't get the reports to list the information well, then I was going to abandon the database. But I got them developed and I'm happy. There are two things I want to do to the forms, but I couldn't figure out how to do them, so I posted a posting in The Office Experts forum and got most of the help I needed.

Watched the opening episode to season 2 of Battlestar Galactica, and found it to be stunningly amazing. What great television! I posted a POLL where Trekweb users can rate the episode, and so far the response to the episode is very positive.

Anyway, got more work to do - homework, KSA stuff, etc. etc. etc.

- Steve

another new cooling fan

I found and added a 5th fan to the front of my computer - a 120mm fan, the last fan my system can have, to help keep it cool. It does increase the noise level a bit, but not significantly. The motherboard temperature is already about 10C lower, and it's helped the circulation for the CPU heatsink fan lowering it about 5C. It'll help too when I upgrade my video card, as the newer cards create a lot of heat. - Steve

steveleenow: guestbook revisited

For some reason I was tempted to look through my guestbook. It's kinda sad to see that the sites of so many people who visited my site are now dead. One of the only remaining active sites is this one. The person seems to maintain an interesting blog, one I may visit more regularly in the future. It's somewhat amazing how fast a game of checkers can change. In one instant you think you are behind, and in the next, you are able to jump three men and take the lead six to three. Then you move up to a higher level, and get your ass beat. You quickly realize just how much you actually suck at Chess, but you regroup and even after losing 7 or 8 games, you learn and watch what they do, and then you become better and eventually win again.

Why are you depressed? When you’re creative you can move from moments of extreme jubilation to extreme depression, sadness, loneliness. Moments of being scared, afraid - afraid to face the world. Afraid to be judged. Afraid to listen up, to look anew. To tackle a task. You just want to slide into a protective shell, like a turtle on a beach, beached like a whale, becoming bloated in the sun and the heat that beats down through the particles of dust, debris and ozone that makes up the air.

When you’re depressed you look to fill that void, by crawling into bed, to sleep, to allow the covers to form that protective shell, to form a wall, a soft casing around you, of comfort, of trust, of emptiness where your mind can become lost in the void, in its own thoughts. In its own thoughts, in its own thoughts, in its own thoughts, in its thoughts, in its own thoughts, in its thoughts, thought, in its thought, thoughts, thought, in its own thoughts, in its thought.

- Steve